Moving Blues

I made the arrangements to have my stuff moved out of storage. Reality is setting in about how expensive it is to live in Calgary. I feel on the verge of being physically ill just thinking about it. I am 28 years old and am in a situation where I can do nothing about saving or investing in the future. It really sucks. I feel immature beyond my years. How is it that I felt more like a grown up 4 years ago?

I don't feel like going to sleep. It is almost like I am rebelling against responsibility.