"Got to kick at the darkness 'til it bleeds daylight"

Not too much excitement in Jannyland these days. I didn't work (again)yesterday. I know I really took a chance moving to Saskatoon with out a permanent job secured. I have seemed to traded my loneliness for depression about not working. I hate causal work. It would be better if I was getting calls at least the day before. I'm tired waking up early in the morning just in case they call. I try to stay optimistic but that only lasts so long.

On the lighter side of things there was a hot guy working in the produce section at the grocery store yesterday. I realized he was standing beside me as I was talking to myself about the apples. I hope he didn't think I was talking to the apples. I managed to make a fool of myself further by choosing one onion starting a chain reaction where at the rest rolled to the floor.

(Mike I told your wife you miss her. She wants to know if you are still cheating on her.)